Tuesday, February 8, 2011
Coz it's our story;
depressed
hmm don't know what's wrong recently....
~>.<~
hmm feeling down alot... just idk...
not sad... and not happy.. always feeling like something is wrong...
maybe just lonely recently >.<
reiya so busy.. and seriously.. without her.. I'm lonly as a tree in a desert..
*sigh*
can't be helped I guess..
really be bored..
not in mood to do anything at all..
not happy about anything..
a simple fake smile can help alot when a person is like this..
and that's what i've been doing...
=.=
idk..
sad upset or something of the sort..
now..
the most I smile without reiya's accompany is when I'm in front of a teacher and having. fake smile so they won't know that something is wrong..
it's a bad way of keeping people around me happy..
but no one knows...
no one knows me for me.. except reiya..
I'm serious...
no one on earth not even parents... know me for me....
then don't know what I like... what I hate... and the reason for the way I do things
*sigh*
=.= just sad posting...
okie lah :x express feeling alittle already can...
keep everything else inside where no one will find it..
so I'll always be the one to suffer inside.. (: and the people around can be happy....
ZzzzzZzzzz
best regards to you work reiya...
love you.
we will never forget eachother^~^ so
I give you my love,
from my heart; 6:18 AM
