Sunday, December 26, 2010
Coz it's our story;
sick and a headache
(refers to no one specific.. just want to write it out I suppose... hope you don't get mad at me for doing so..)
hmm don't know what's wrong..
been having headache...
=.= just hate it
I'm sick also...
for some reason....
I feel not cared for...
not just by one person but by everyone....
seems as if
I'm willing to throw myself out there for someone and in turn
they don't do the same...
I sometimes do wonder.....
for the things I try to do good....
what would be come of it
I force myself everyday to think positive
and it works...
I live my life normally and to a point it is nice
but I also learned to expect nothing from anyone... then when something does happen
it would seem more then wonderful
....
heh
I might just be kidding my self over this lifetime..
but then again...
heh
I really am what people think about me...
a weird loser....
online is but a mask for me...
it's the only way I can show myself
and in real life.... I'm really
NOTHING...
heh
alright suupose I got everything out of my system...
night I guess
headache is bad...
and so is my cold and such...
night
best regards to you
reiya
we will never forget eachother^~^ so
I give you my love,
from my heart; 6:48 AM
