Monday, September 27, 2010
Coz it's our story;
HeartPain
um avg day.
having heartpain the whole day
i think it's becuz of yesterday night...
I was gone for a few minute
and the next thing I know
she tells me the guy that was on the room
wants her to add him on facebook and msn.
I have no rights to stop reiya from adding him
but right now, heart is still in pain.
I don't know what's wrong....
now I know how reiya felt...
it really hurts!
*sigh*
reiya is not gonna get home until 9 ish.....
it worries me... still
it seriously does
I get worried that she just might leave ryo
ryo is so far away and our promise was 6 years.....
this person, he is close to reiya, he is older then her
so in comperision,
is just seems.......
forget it.
i promised her that I would trust her,
and I will.
but I'm only human, if I don't have doubt, then I'm just a doll....
I'm sorry reiya
but in my heart I still have a speck of doubt in my heart.
.....
i really hope
she knows how much I love her
ummm
that's It tonight......
hope she would really stay by myside for 6 years..
but that's not my to say.....
ok, that's it tonight.
bye
we will never forget eachother^~^ so
I give you my love,
from my heart; 4:47 AM
