Saturday, May 8, 2010
Coz it's our story;
the stupid ryo
today, was a pretty fast gone by,
I didn't get much time with reiya..... ><
recently really being a douch bag......
always feeling sad.....
><
but I just can't help it:....
it really feels as if reiya dosent care about ryo....
>< and in my mind.... if reiya is watching show....
i have the urge just to log off.....
cuz I would have a feelling of just being something that stops reiya's show time..
>< I don't think reiya knows how I feel completely... but I'm sure she tries to....
>< I really hate myself being like this..... feel like a stupid selfish ryo... and nothing more....
I do hope she dosent just watch shows..... and forget about ryo.....
good night, have fun with your family~~~
if she does it will hurt.... both of us.....
but I may be worried for her more then myself....
>< I question if this is right........ it really feels right but.... sometimes with these happenings all of a sudden....
I really don't know../..
>.< I hope there would be a time just for ryo and reiya to be together.... and there's nothing in the world that can distract us.....
as of right now, I feel that to reiya, her most important are
1.work and shows
2.family and friends
3.shows
99.ryo
><
i know I'm stupidike this but.... it's just ryo, I can't help it...><
selfish ryo....
signing out I guess =x
I love you reiya. no matter what happens.... your mine and always will be my only I hope...
we will never forget eachother^~^ so
I give you my love,
from my heart; 6:47 AM
