Wednesday, April 14, 2010
Coz it's our story;
what I think..
>.< recently.....
we haven't had enough time together
I've been feeling so selfish...
when I'm not with her all I think is
"she is making me wait"
why must ryo be selfish >.<
I know she is working so hard...
with her work.. stacked layers up
her school work exams coming so soon....
GAHH
>.< when I was taking exams, she was so understanding of me not going on...
but me...
I can't do that.... everysecond I'm not with her... I question...
I get angry...
€.€
I do hope she does good for her exams...
I wish I'll atleast be able to help her... to support her...
for her to get good grades... I am willing to hurt myself by not going on....
if that will help reiya relax and focus on her work.....
reiya had been so so stressed recently...
she claims she wants her space whenever she gets home....
>.< my heart hurts a bit...
but, I guess... she does want her space
I'll do anything to make her happy ><
and if I do have to... I'll stay offline
so she won't be sidetracked when she's studing..
or be side tracked when she's working...
she says that it makes her happy when I'm on...
she says that it makes her worry when I'm not on....
>.> what am I to do?...
keep her happy?
or
hurt her and do what's good for her...
>.< I don't know...
we will never forget eachother^~^ so
I give you my love,
from my heart; 5:53 AM
