Tuesday, April 20, 2010
Coz it's our story;
a Baka couple
ahhh... today we got around to talking a bit...
and well...
she finally told me what she truly thought....
and well
it sorta stinged......
knowing that she dosent want ryo around.....
and it really hurts alot....
but she said it for a good reason I suppose.....
now she's asleep.. I didn't get a chance to kiss her good night......
at one points I actually... feel as if.....
she's just dosent want me around..... not as a hubby not as a friend.... don't even think just as a stranger.......
reiya chan.... just dosent seem to have the time... for a ryo....in her busy schedual....
and well>< I don't know if this is a good thing....
she does have priorities and I tell her too.....
but words out of my mouth seems just like contradictories......
><
we understand eachother so well....
I know how she feels.../
and im pretty sure
she knows how I feel.....
and yet.... without a good amount. of time with eachother..... I really don't think I'll get to know her enough......
gahh....
I'm such a ass.....
if she dosent What this annoying berdan on her shoulders.....
I'd understand.... if she'd leave ryo......
I put up with reiya..... not becuz she's a problem.... but
I love her so much...
I see pass all this anger.../
she could be raging mad....
but I know she still loves her ryo....
>< full of ransoms today....
I love you reiya... hope you sleep well....
we will never forget eachother^~^ so
I give you my love,
from my heart; 7:17 AM
